ericachang.

erica chang and her blog is pretty amazing.
tigerwhimsical.blogspot.com
read it. ^

i thought i would do a tribute to her.
by doing 10 instead of 50 random things about myself.
here goes.

1. if i could i would lock myself in a library and never let anyone in. i would not visit the outside world and the only world i would live in would be my books. many might say im a nerd i like to think of it as living a new life from fictional characters. sad really.


2. once i fall i fall hard. im not a girl to move from guys to guys. i like one certain person. and if it doesnt work out between me and him then i cry for hours. hopeless romantic i guess.


3. i suffer from severe depression and OCD(obsessive complusive disorder) < gooogle it. most people dont understand because to them i look normal. what a stupid reply. of course i look normal its not a physical disorder but a mental. im crazy.


4. i dream of him for hours. he consumes my thoughts. my secret life is a fairytale where i wish it could just be me and him. but according to him that can never happen. im stupid to him.


5. im unstable.


6. i have a cat. shes fat. she sleeps on a mat. and occasinaly wears a hat ?
i tried. im not very poetic or goood with words.


7. im writing a book. i guess that doesnt make sense after reading #6 ?


8. without my ipod or music generally i would probably die in a hole. music is probably the biggest part of my life.

9. second biggest part of my life food. -_-


10. i have this book that has my deepest darkest thoughts. if anyone were to read it i would probably die.


cassondrafaira.
sad
hopeless romantic
crazy
stupid
unstable
not poetic
writing
music
food
secrets



more to come ?