my future.

i want to pause the world.
live in the moment and make it last.
just to explore the universe and take my time.
but time seems to suspend everyone.
my job shouldnt determine my worth in life,
but more like the times i cry, laugh, and scream.
i dont want to be held down by someone or something.
and living in borders is useless.
i want to dance on the beaches of spain,
and visit the winter palace.
more then anything,
i need to find out who i am.