i know for a fact no one reads this anymore.

so here goes.

i hate you kody. god i hate you so fucking much.

you have ruined everything good about me. took anything i ever had to offer. and left me heart broken. you dont understand do you? its been a month and a bit. and im still in love with you just as much as i was when i told you. i understand im not the one. but for fuck sakes. did you have to let me go like that? lead me on like that? lie to me like that?

well kody, i love you.

it hurts to know you never did.

you once told me, cassie, i will never let you fall, ever.

you looked into my eyes and said that.

im falling and i need you here the most.