now that shes back in the atmosphere.

as the year of 2009 comes to a close ive made up my mind in what 2010 is gonna be like for me. honestly not gonna lie its more like ive been dreaming of what 2010 will be like. thoughts and day dreaming just throughout the past couple of weeks. but before 2010 comes i decided to tie up all my lose ends.

i was on the phone with a wonderful and best friend of mine, kaylatostee. <3>
and we were talking about ex-boyfriends and i remember what a asshole i was to my last one. like i mean some people are assholes but i was a total up right bitch. so i started texted him. and we talked not much just about the past couple of months. hes moved on. ive moved on. but it made me feel much better to know that he forgave me.

thinking about it. he was nice really nice , oh and shy . which was cute at times. oh and tall <3>
but i wasnt into him as much as i thought.

next. well remember i moved to this off town in the middle of nowhere and everywhere. ive made new friends and lost friends. gained friends and destroyed friends. so ive decided that even though friendship is really important that im not gonna get involved in this stupid little drama. think about it. kids are dying like every minute from hunger and im worried about what some girl said behind my back ? yea, really mature guys. so dont like me , dont talk to me , easy enough.

oh and i have a couple goals to accomplish before the summer. which i will achieve. and im so dead serious about them i starting tomorrow. (y)

kay. well i know it wasnt a deep blog. or anything amusing. but i thought today would be a blog where i just caught up for readers and just for myself. its easier to plan out your life when its in black and white.


lovelove.