one man drinking game.

& it must have been an hour
that i clutched you in my arms
& i must have said the right things
because you instantly felt warm
& you heard my heart stop beating
& you wanted not to cry
as your sympathetic whispers
they told a tale of bad goodbyes.

personal update.

school - boring , average , something to do.

family - annoying.

friends - some childish , some closer , some farther.

love life - lack of.

emotions - unstable.

goals - farther then ever.

life - confusing.


- to receive things you have to work for it , until you cant and then break down. then will you know you have done your best.