that girl .

" do you even understand what i do for you to notice me ? the changes i put myself through for you to take one glance at me. see you had my hopes up high and as quickly as you brought them up you also quickly made them tumble down. and with the disappointment that i wasnt the one you thought of at night nor the girl you couldn't stop thinking about i realized that i could never be that girl. i could never be that girl that made you smiled when she texted you a simple hello or the girl that you daydreamed in class about. because to be that girl you would have to notice me and thats something you havent done lately. i understand we were never close and maybe we will never be but what you did to me a long week over summer sunshine and the glow of the night is something that will never be forgotten. what you wrote was magical and sometimes i think you wrote that to me. but see im not that girl in the poem and not the girl that remains in your life as your number one. "


- inspired by an acquaintance that i try to hold hard on to .