so pull the trigger cause it never gets closer.

i have a problem and i need your help.
see every time you look my direction you dont look at me but pass me
and when i look at you , you seem not to notice ?
so tell me why cant you leave my thoughts and why do i need you to fall asleep at night ?
and as the days go on without any hope , i begin to doubt myself .
and when the nights become easier to fall asleep without the creeping image of your face in my dreams i will believe that their is no chance for me and you .
but see the problem im having is that every time i see you my dreams become full of the what "ifs".
im lacking sleep and the dreams are becoming imaginary.
one day, i will have the courage to tell you that because of you i cant fall asleep at night.


- random stuff. put together. might use in book im writing ?