BLOOODSHOT.

auto-pilot.

ladies and gentlemen she has been turned on auto-pilot and unfortunely we are hitting some turbulence please buckle in due to the fact that the pilot can not be found at this time being.

we all crash some point. all that matters is if we survive or not.

- cassiefaria.

a few minutes to late ?

ive done something horrible.
terribly and a unfixable horror.
i fell for him.

monday.

monday, i guess can be my start.
ive made a big mistake over the weekend.
and ive learned a new way to deal with it.
i have a month.
one month.

let the process begin.

nts.

note to self.

take things easy, if it happens it happens.
if things dont work as well, laugh it off.
dont get yourself worked up.
let nature take its course.

love cassondra.

smiling.

so this time im taking it slow.
friends to something else.
i like you. didnt think i could.
your sweet and your funny.
you make me smile so much.
yet we are stuck in this zone.
where im afraid to say anything.
yet can talk to you for hours.
your different then the others.
and i dont want this to turn out like the rest.

i dunno. some cute writing i guess.?
might use it in my book. ive been in a bad mood lately.
thought i would do some happy posting ? (:

if i could i would.

if i could i would ,
throw you down a bridge.
scream fuck you while you fall.
if i could i would ,
i'd say i am what i am because of you.
and then say thanks for screwing me up.
if i could i would ,
i'd tell you, your the reason why i cant live a normal day without crying.

if i could i would.

kaisie.

kaisie.
first time i saw you i thought you were a bitch.
and im never wrong.
just saying.,
we've had great memories together.
and i can legit say,
your my best friend.

- your annoying sometimes. and sometimes i wanna throw you into a wall with your stupid iphone. bitch.

looveyou.
dearly. with all my heart.
you deserve way better, you deserve the best. dont sell out, kays ?

some lyrics to go with this bloooog.,

i am running out of words to say to you
wondering why im wasting my time
thinking back and wondering why im such a fool
for loving you,. :$

bipolar mess.

Bipolar disorder or manic–depressive disorder also referred to as bipolar affective disorder or manic depression is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a category of mood disorders defined by the presence of one or more episodes of abnormally elevated mood. These moods are clinically referred to as mania or, if milder, hypomania. Individuals who experience manic episodes also commonly experience depressive episodes or symptoms, or mixed episodes in which features of both mania and depression are present at the same time. These episodes are usually separated by periods of "normal" moods.

- wikipedia.

huh?