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FRIDAY <3

my future.

i want to pause the world.
live in the moment and make it last.
just to explore the universe and take my time.
but time seems to suspend everyone.
my job shouldnt determine my worth in life,
but more like the times i cry, laugh, and scream.
i dont want to be held down by someone or something.
and living in borders is useless.
i want to dance on the beaches of spain,
and visit the winter palace.
more then anything,
i need to find out who i am.

whats her name ?

i dont want to be her,
that girl you forget about.
or whats her name?,
the one you told you "loved".
please, dont make me one of those girls.

- just some writing, nothing serious.

he'll read this,
and know its about him.
because he seems to be the only thing on my mind.
the only thing keeping me head over water.

<3

airplanes.

can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now.

-h.williams.

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i like sitting here with you.
and tugging your hands closer.
i like it when you hold me in your arms all night.
or bend over and kiss me ever so lightly.
and i like it when you grab my waist.
cause if you havent notice.
i like you.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK D:

everyones laughing.
pieces by pieces im struggling to even think.
make it stop.
i need it to stop.
before i get closer.
to the point where i break down and cant be repaired.

a late spring night and a early summer morning.

so tonight we're shaking.
shaking in each others arms.
outside everything seems calm and relaxed.
but in this room.
we're full of regret and tears.
i gave everything to you.
everything i called my own.
im not asking you to love me.
im asking you to be here for the night.

i like you

one of those days.

People think to highly of themseleves.
I think to highly of myself.
You think to highly of yourself.
Get off the thrown you think you hold.
You are nothing special.

and second chances wont leave us alone.

it's been a while since ive come up for air.
breathe the same air as everyone else.
it gets smoggy down there.
cant really see whats infront of you.
or what you've left behind.
are you going to grab me and lift me up
or push me back down ?

- cassiefaria.


because theres faith in love.

btw., we could be burning down.

i can honestly say ive been in a good mood the past few days.
i blame it on the sun.
always makes me happy.
makes me look forward to summer.
i have a feeling im not going to show up to many of my classes with the weather so lovely outside.
can you blame me?
i swear it was snowing like two weeks ago and today im wearing shorts.
GLOBAL WARMING, i think so ? :\

anyway. today is my BEST FRIENDS birthday :$ <3

CHINYERE. (:
love her, shes practically my sister. i can never get enough of her.


wow. im clearly in a really good mood.
thats different.


- not much of a blog post. but it shall do. (: