make up smeared eyes.

Explains now, clearly nothing left but a memory,

We only made out you never kissed me that's how I learned to hold back all feeling.

Wait, please don't go, I won't say. All these words on replay.

I'm ok, Its alright, good to know that your fine.

himerus and eros

i hope to God i mean a little more than the sound that escapes your tired lips.

and oh how i wish i meant a little more than a symphony of heaving breathing and the friction of hips.

it isn't real if its just one night.

another night spent with you,
is another night full of regret.
not regret of being with you,
but knowing that nothings any different.
not any different than i hoped.
we dont talk anymore,
when we use to talk for hours, about the past and our future.
making promises to each other we promise we would keep,
to make each other happier and never stop trying.
that spark is slowly fading and im scared that im the only one who sees it.
knowing this cant last forever, even though we would like it too.
cant we talk for hours like we use too, cant we make each other blush all over again.
i loved what we had, i hate what we've become.

roses are red,

violets are blue,

and for 2.50$

i can make you happy too ;)

- you are extremely mean to me at times, and you make me wanna cry. but i'll never forget the first time we hung out. IT WAS MAGICAL ! ( lmfao! not really :3)

infront of sobeys, and you decided to put the neon triangle thingy infront of the exit of sobeys and an old couple started chirping you. lmaoo.

and im so glad you are such a facebook creep and decided to add me as a friend even though i dropped out of leger. ;)

and just think about when me and your brother are doing it in the other room right beside you, and while your brother is thinking of soccer im always thinking of you and that sexy lamp post. ;)

i know you act like you hate me, but secretly i know you want my babies ;) !

DONT DENY WHAT YOUR HEART WANTS DYLAN ! ;D <3>

- lmfaaaao. so here i wrote you a post.

and shut up my blog is a bossssss. :3

cutest thing ever ^^ ;)

and im about to graduate.

just love here.

the candle light is burning.

dear lover,

trust is something that i show constantly to you.

yet you give me no reason to trust you.

when a relationship is based on trust and ours is based on lust.

you talk to her, and smile and smirk.

you constantly ask her for her number and you stay awake talking to her.

believing that you have myself tricked but im catching on to you.

and what happens when a relationship is based on lies ?

IT CRUMBLES.

just a matter of time.

love, the girl who had fallen to fast for you.

ill let you get the best of me
because there's nothing else that i do well
ill be the giver and you'll be the taker
i guess thats how this ones gonna go i'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
you've got me down on my knees and i proclaim
all hail the heartbreaker.

- lovelovelove.

maybe our relationship isnt as crazy as it seems.

just gonna stand there and watch me burn?

thats alright because i like the way it hurts.

just gonna stand there and hear me cry?

but thats alright, because i love..

i love the way you lie.

crash and burn

because dreams shouldnt be the highlight of my days.

cause fantasy shouldnt become my reality.

im scared. i dont know the difference between blue or grey.

the only torture of living is not knowing if youre actually dead or just a character in a cruel sitcom.

life feels good with emotions. i remember when i use to feel emotions instead of just acting them .

i remember sitting on the steps and watching her cry.

and now people watch me cry.

ive never looked down at an object before and wanted to cry so badly in my life.

so im going to write this.

and whatever we had ends i want you to read this.

and understand it was never you.

it was always me.

selfish me.

paramore.

dear paramore.

i have loved you since grade 8.

and even though that seems like ages ago.

please dont ever stop writing songs.

cause i dont know where i would be without you.

thanks,

one month.

hes going to be here for a while

and holding my heart in boundaries is useless.

it took months to be where we are now.

and quite frankly, i dont think i want to be anywhere else.

always attract.

you've taken me to the top,and let me fall back south.
you've had me at the top of the pile, and then had me kissing the ground.