i know for a fact no one reads this anymore.

so here goes.

i hate you kody. god i hate you so fucking much.

you have ruined everything good about me. took anything i ever had to offer. and left me heart broken. you dont understand do you? its been a month and a bit. and im still in love with you just as much as i was when i told you. i understand im not the one. but for fuck sakes. did you have to let me go like that? lead me on like that? lie to me like that?

well kody, i love you.

it hurts to know you never did.

you once told me, cassie, i will never let you fall, ever.

you looked into my eyes and said that.

im falling and i need you here the most.

http://seetheuniverse.tumblr.com/

http://seetheuniverse.tumblr.com/

http://seetheuniverse.tumblr.com/

tumblr :$

the book that is taking me years to write.

i told her " you are never alone, you still have to respond to your thoughts"

she replied back " doesnt that make you crazy "

" i think were all crazy, its acting on our impulse which separates us from civilized citizens and psycho path killers. "

and she said to me " i could never be crazy "

" but you are already ... "

-c.faria

fear of love.

fear consumes every single human being on this planet.

but i believe the biggest fear out there is being hurt.

a fear of being hurt physically or emotionally.

isnt that why we avoid things in our life?

to avoid from being hurt by them.

but sometimes we have to take those chances and jump into life.

because no one should allow fear to hold them back.

please dont tell me im ordinary.

oh, i hear you breathing on the line, oh baby girl im not your type i'll leave you hurting every night.

so i wont be coming back. who wouldnt let me be all alone, who wouldnt let you scream ohh to a soft pillow.

im such an animal,
and baby honestly these teeth wont let you go.


isnt that beautiful ? favourite spot in the world., takes me almost 3minutes to walk to the picture above. :$

SUMMMMMMMMMMMMER

im just the happiest kid right now.

i love summer and so far it has been pretty fun.

i have only spent two days in my own bed out of the whole two weeks of summer that has gone by.

ive done so much and still have some much planned for this summer.

im excited for my birthday which is in less then a month and spending the rest of the summer with friends and my boyfriend.

i just came back from wasaga and then went hot tubbing!

and spain won today, no big deal. ;D !

JUST REALLY HAPPPPPPY.

okaaaaaaay, im done. (:

ps. i love the summmmmmer :3

best band.

i’d be a liar if i denied you at all
oh, now that i know this changes everything
i’ve been trading ideas with intriguing men, over and over again
i percieve an honest solution to all your problems
and time takes its toll on us
this changes everything.